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whala! this is it! [24 Feb 2005|01:54am]
yea, im movin to gboro next august. yea, its gonna rock. yea, im livin with awesome roomates. yea, im movin bc uncg has majors that ncsu doesnt. so thats that! i will miss a couple people here though...but ill still visit and such :)

so i think that if me and gwen stefani hung out, we would have a lot of fun and make clothes. does anyone ever feel like they would be good friends with a celebrity? or is that just pathetic/weird? hahah

"i dont know how to use the internet, im not creative, the only thing i look up other than homework stuff is things like elephantitis balls" -helen
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hello stranger [21 Feb 2005|09:07pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

WOW HELLO AGAIN! ok, so its been quite awhile. i actually didnt think i would ever "write" in this again, but i looked at it (out of bordem) and decided it was too pretty not to use. i figured instead of writing lots about what ive been up too...i would just use pics...heres my year so far: (halloween group, halloween fun part 1, halloween fun part 2, my one and only football game,hanging out at UT, some of my favorites :), boyfriend!,my dorm room and me, i miss my puppy abby, 25ICONS!, PART of my new closets, me and chels :), future roomates YAY!)
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yea mon [27 Sep 2004|10:19pm]
Life shouldnt be lived working and stressing. it should just be lived. i dont want to have to work for something all the time. if im not in school working my ass off, i have to be at a job working my ass off. i dont want to have to do something all the time besides just be happy. i want to leave everything behind and just enjoy living. i want to lay around and not worry..i want to be in peace...i might just leave everything one day.

im moving to jamacia.
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time is flying like the airplanes in the sky. [21 Sep 2004|08:30pm]
seriously...where has september really gone!? wow, time is going by fast.

im getting more used to ncsu. classes are hard...i wonder if they are really hard everywhere else too. its still hard to belive that i live in raleigh though. 919 represent yo.

has any one seen garden state? that movie is SO rad. i got the soundtrack today and im real pumped about it! haha

fall is so cute. i think its really romantic, i like it. lots.

im excited about fall break coming up and hanging out with all my friends back home! i actually miss high school a lot more than i thought i would. im jealous that its some peoples senior year now bc it was sooo fun for me. i really took for granted the fact that i could see my friends everyday :) not that i would change the way things are now, just thinking.

well i hope everyone that i havent talked to in awhile is doing well. lifes crazy and awesome and full of good things.
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i have come to realize the game Life is so realistic. [02 Sep 2004|12:18am]
dude, i think i should transfer to unc asheville.
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geee ma nee [30 Aug 2004|03:29pm]
its been awhile, once again, since ive written in here. im about to go to class, so ill make it short.

im sorta getting into the swing of things more. i know my way around campus well, and ive met a couple people. but im still kinda sad. i feel like i havent met people that i could actually consider great friends yet. i wonder if im just not extending myself enough or what? its kinda hard to deal with actually. i have people back home who i hated to leave, and now i have to come here and become comfortable with all these new people who really dont care about you....maybe i need to give it more time, thats what i keep telling myself at least. i hope this is normal. its seems like everyone else is doing fine though. if anyone has positive thoughts on this, please tell me :)
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jury duty. [18 Aug 2004|02:17pm]
a lot has happened since last entry.

ive moved to a completely new city. its weird being by yourself (except for a few friends) and not knowing where your going. theres so much i want to explore in the city, but i really cant go anywhere without a car. were getting to know the "wolfline", which is the campus bus, that takes you to random places on campus and a couple stops off campus. im just going to have to get into the swing of things i guess....its weird bc i feel like im at camp, and im going home in about a week or something haha.

im excited about it getting colder, im sick of being sweaty.

i miss: my dog, my bed, comfort, space, friends, my sister, wal-mart, my car, and convenience.

i dont miss: my old slow computer, having to do chores, WORK!, bordem, fighting w/ family, and my old routines.

and now for some useless info:
my dorm room phone # is 919-512-7170
my cell phone # is 336-254-2667
my dorm is located in carroll 801 D

i hope everyone is doing well!
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if you cant dance to this you cant do nothing for me baby [13 Aug 2004|12:41pm]
IM SHOPPING FOR THINGS TODAY. IM BUYING FUN THINGS LIKE TAMPONS, DEODORANT, AND COTTON BALLS. yay.

im hyper.

my new address will be this=

0801 D carroll hall
NCSU box 22124
raleigh, nc 27607
bc i know all those people who send me letters will be wondering and stuff....(??)

am i crazy, or is the summer already over? shit. thats a sad statement.
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goodbye? [11 Aug 2004|11:03am]
i have been trying to hangout with an array of people every night so i can say goodbye. its a weird thought to think that i might not ever see them again.

ok, which is worse:
seeing your parents naked OR a vampire sucking your blood?

eating toenails OR eating pubes?

setting your hair on fire until its almost all burnt off OR birds attacking you violently?

an old man/woman flirting with you OR a dirty old cow farting in your face?

listening to a stupid redneck trying to sound smart OR a moon rock landing on your house?

you dont HAVE to answer these, but they sure are super fun to think about.
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thoughts filling me brain = [08 Aug 2004|12:53pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

IM DONE WITH FOOD LION.
yesterday was my last day and it felt super.

my wrist hurts really bad.

i hear so many comments about my sister being hot from guys my age, and random people.

i need to pick up another class at ncsu, but they are all full...so what do they expect me to do?

i move in one week from today. ahhhhh.

dammit my wrist hurts!

i think i want to go to the mall today.

ughh i have to workout.

i like people who appreciate details.


~(make)over and (make)out~

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damn im getting cooler by the day. [02 Aug 2004|01:47am]
so ive had this whole myspace thing for a long time, but i finally put pictures up now. check it out if you wanna be gay like me.

http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=757153&Mytoken=20040801225001
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i already hate the color red. [30 Jul 2004|06:00pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

just got back from orientation. it was seriously one of weirdest experiences ever. i hated it the first day. i saw nothing but people with popped collars, kakhis, boat shoes, sunglass straps, and expensive purses. i just wanted them to all go sailing somewhere and fall in. but it got way better. im pretty excited now. my dorm room is suuuper small....im staying in carroll (tri towers, central campus) where alllll the freshman will be...which will be good bc ill meet lots of people. my class schedule is real weirdo. i have a class that ends at 7:15 pm one night...blah...but i dont have to get up early at all, meaning late nights ;)

i want lots of people to come and visit me. it will be fun to have people i know come hangout :)

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oh scantly clad cleopatra! [27 Jul 2004|09:54am]
[ mood | quixotic ]

went to the beach over the weekend with my whole family (aunts, cousins, gma etc) and it was pretty mediocre. the weirdest part of the trip was when my cousins were getting high on the front porch at night asking if i wanna join. didnt see that one coming.

i have orientation in 2 days, thats pretty damn scary. i think ive already said this but, i dont wanna move away and leave some of my favorite people. im really sad about that.

i finally saw napoleon dynamite the other night! it was so randomly funny. but there were about 4 people in the theater who laughed at everything, and they laughed so loud that i couldnt hear what was being said...i almost drop kicked their faces. i wanna see it again.

im making a new screen name soon.


hey remember glamour shots? now those are funny. hahaha

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whoa kido [20 Jul 2004|04:06pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

so im sitting here watching maury (sadly enough) and this woman weighs in at 600 pounds. shes sitting here crying the whoooole time about it, she basically hasnt said one word without sobbing. and im thinking to myself...well why wouldnt you do something about it if your so freakin depressed? she cant even wipe herself or wash herself. ugh. i mean, go for a walk twice a day or something, anything to be able to shed a few pounds. damm.

im quitting food lion in about a week or 2. i called in yesterday bc they wanted me to work an 8 hour shift, like usual, and i just couldnt do it...i mean, i guess i should be saving more for spending money at college, but oh well id rather not go to that hell anymore.

im excited about fall. fall reminds me of new situations, possibly even new feelings. thats something to look foward to.

yesterday i went to old salem and the waterfall in downtown winston for the hell of it, it was awesome. and then last night i dressed up in a weird outfit (a green flouncy tuelle dress, bright green high heels, and a scarf thing on my head) and went to borders (got a lot of stares..hahah)and a park. also awesome! i like doing weird entertaining things for free. :)

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please go away [15 Jul 2004|02:31pm]
[ mood | dirty ]

im so sick of the whole jessica and ashlee simpson family. i wish they would stop invading my tv. everywhere i turn theyre making whiney voices and stupid comments. whats the big deal with them?

im really gonna miss a couple of the people here that im gonna leave behind. :(

i need to somehow post pictures on here, but im not sure how to do that. maybe ill figure it out soon.

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i dont think you can handle this [13 Jul 2004|04:50pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

today was exciting...i went with chelsea to get most of my dorm room things and were gonna have the raddest room ever. i really like my new things. we ran around to like 4 diffrent stores buying and exchanging things. i wasnt excited about leaving really, but now at least im excited about decorating. anyone who wants to come and visit is welcome.

im bored with this senery sooo...think im going to visit john tomorrow at app.

when is my sister getting home from the lake? our rooms are both so clean now and its really weird. normally they are both trashed with nonsense everywhere....but familys in town from ca so mom made us clean clean.

..ohh le sigh..

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tickle this, bitch! [10 Jul 2004|12:46pm]
im on my break from worky work. not much longer at food liom. thank you GOD.

i went to carowinds yesterday. you jealous? well you shouldnt be...bc it was uber hott. although i did have fun regardless.

i think im going to see anchorman tonight, im excited bc it should be funny. i really cant wait until napoleon dynamite comes out! im super pumped about that.

i need to register to vote but i dont know how dangit. does everyone know who their voting for? i believe kerrys got mine.

ice cream, peanut butter, and honey sticks = yum
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i dont like friend hoppers [07 Jul 2004|11:59am]
[ mood | bored ]

so i havent been up to a whooole lot. been hanging out with people, going to blewes (<--forgot how to spell) lake, sitting at the pool, working. you know the routine.

have you ever wondered if you grew up in a different state or city how different your life, or you, might have turned out? i often wonder if you are who you are by birth or if you turn out the way you are because of surroundings. maybe its just both. i dont know, its a weird thought i guess.

happy late birthday drew ball. havent posted on here in awhile, so better late shout out then never i suppose.

why does nelly just think he can make up things and call then gangsta. someone needs to revolt against him and say "hey thats a stupid idea." maybe ill write him a letter of complaint...

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today is gonna be the day [30 Jun 2004|04:08pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

sooo...
the other night i went to "the house" and was just sitting around talking to the people there, you know same old same old, was talking to chuck about being bored and we both decided we should get up and go somewhere...he came up with the idea to go to the mountains where he has a wonderful house just sitting there empty. so we rounded up a small group and left for the mountains at about 1 am. we didnt know if we had a key to get in, so we brought a whole box of random keys chuck had at his house. when we got there none of them worked, but trey used his trusty mvp card and we broke in. played a little pool, listened to records, then we all went to bed at around 5, 6 in the morning. got up went on the blue ridge parkway a bit...then went home. it was a lot of fun and random as crap!

last night, went to a show...havent been to one in awhile. it was a cute little show...

im moving to raleigh in about a month 1/2. weird, sad, scary, exciting, crazy.

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the random thoughts post [26 Jun 2004|02:27pm]
[ mood | silly ]

just gorged myself at osaka.

have been to david jessies for gatherings for the past like 3 nights in a row.

my car is so vacumed and clean!

i have a lot of good guy friends, and a small amount of really good girlfriends.

it actually makes me sick to think about going to work! thats so pathetic.

i spray painted pretty things on to more tote bags, and kc has stolen the most recent one (which is cool that she likes it that much).

if i liked someone enough, i wouldnt ever cheat on them and i would make an effort to see them a lot, even if i did live in raleigh. (very random thought)

i like my sister. i feel like were very different in some ways, but a lot alike too. siblings rock...be thankful if you have one, and sad if you dont.

i like art by younger people who know whats up.

uh i dont think im ever gonna find someone that i wanna spend the rest of my life with. thats a weeeird thought. a lot of my girl friends are always like "aw i cant wait to get married! aww!" and im like, "uhh, ekkk! thats weird and wayyy serious!" and theyre like "uhh you think like a guy lane" and im like "dammit, i do, whats wrong with me?........ill never get married!" and theyre like "yea, i cant see you married with kids" and i make an ugly face and say something negative about kids and money.

so im gonna go to the pool or something now and stop writing usless information.



bruise, crush, sprain, crush, fracture, crush.

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